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March 12th, 2008
11:30 pm

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Linkin Park 3/10/08
Show was great.  FUCKING AMAZING!!! Chiodos was awesome! We waited in a line for like...half an hour to meet them. That SUCKED!
We got close enough for pictures, which was great because we were worried we wouln't meet them before Linkn Park started.

^Matt

^Jason

^Alice, Craig, Krystal, and Me(with some weird..neck-chin thing happening lol!)

^Me, Alice, Nina, and Krystal before the show!

Me and Nina before the show


So we did miss Coheed,sadly, to meet Chiodos..but that's okay. I got this awesome LP poster that Krystal and I toreoff the walls inside Arco..lol. It was inevitable! Linkin Park...there honcores...are FOREVER! Which is amzingly awesome...but DAMN! I had school the next morning! I did end up at school the next day, ON TIME!, but my lazy friends either didn't go, period., or went home early. I swear, lol! I was so excited when Linkin Park played 'Bleed It Out' durng the honcore. That's one of my fav. songs off Minutes To Midnight... and hearing them play  old stuff, ALWAYS a pleasure! I regret skipping them TWICE at Projekt Revoltion. They're wonderful.

-Madi

Current Location: my room
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Jimmy Eat World- The World You Love
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March 4th, 2008
06:06 pm

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I'm So Sick!
Really, I'm sick. Not fun. My throat is like Death Valley, California, DRY. Noone wants to bring me soup either! I really hate missing school! And guess what? I missed it! I was supposed to go to Sacramento City College to to enroll for the 2008 Fall Semester. Bleh. Anyways, I hope my mom gets home soon. I want some soup! This tea with vitamin C better help! I hate plain tea! Mostly hot Tea. =/ I hope I can sing in Choir tomorrow.

So, here's a song I wrote:

Never Yours


Well you got me where you want me
And that’s where I’ll stand
I know it’s useless you always prove it
You’re always in demand.
Maybe that’s where you should stay
But honey I’ve gone my own way
And you wont be there.

You can’t control what was never yours
And that’s what I never was
Can’t count on me to be there for you
‘Cuz you were never there for me
We know this wont work,
Because you never try.

Don’t say you don’t know me when don’t
Know me at all
This is useless, and I’ll prove it
I’m sick of it all.
Maybe this is just my way
Of telling you we’re not okay
And there’s nothing you can do.

You can’t control what was never yours
And that’s what I never was
Can’t count on me to be there for you
‘Cuz you were never there for me
We know this wont work,
Because you never try.

It was great while it lasted
We had a lot of good times
Until you tried to change me
And I found out all your lies.

You can’t control what was never yours
And that’s what I never was
Can’t count on me to be there for you
You know you were never there for me
This can’t work out, wont work out
Because you never tried.

I’ll tell you this now
So you won’t complain
That I didn’t tell you sooner
And now you have to pay
For everything that didn’t go your way
Honestly, I don’t care what you have to say.

It’s useless, you seem to prove it
Every time. 
 

It's not that great. I know it needs editing. but I still like. I wont get into details of why I wrote this though...kinda personal.

Current Location: My room..wanting to pass out.
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: System Of A Down- Toxicity

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January 3rd, 2008
02:04 am

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 I like posting journals no mater how stupid they are! ;) It's fun to look back at past things you typed and se how stupid it is. Anyway!!! Happy New Years! I go back to my old school in like 5 days. I'm very anxious..and a lilttle skeptical. I dunno how it's gonna go down, but I know I'll have my friends there for support. I miss hanging out with them everyday. Maybe I'll get some new friends too, though tha seems unlikely since I'm in my senior year. Never know... I'm excited to see the new year! I've been requesting shows from Atlantic records..about 5 so far. Hopefully I'll get them all. I really love promoting. It's alot of fun but when you're promoting with your friends it's SO much better.

Current Location: Room
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: My Chemical Romance- I Don't Love You
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November 11th, 2007
01:03 pm

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Well, Well, Well...

I went to the Paramore show 11/8, Thursday. Did not help my cold at all. We left Angela's house around 3 and got to San Fransisco around 4:30-5. We got a quick lunch and then walked around Market St. for a while. San Fransico is pretty nice during the day...but at night it's a different story. So, after we walked around the Westfield Mall, we went straight to The Warfield Venue. The line was pretty long... We had to meet with Angela's friend, who was giving Angela her ticket, at the front. When we got the ticket we were trying to get in... but we found out that Angela's ticket had already been used. It was such a confusing mess and I really wanted to go in, but I wasn't going to until Angela could go in. Well...sort of. I REALLY wanted to go in...but I didn't at the same time because of thee situation. I ended up going in when the show was half over, and Shawna stayed outside with Angela,in her promo dress, singing and dancing to Paramore songs. lol. So, Paramore was GREAT!!!!! I wish I could watch them over and over again. My Heart is such an emotionally packed song. I can never listen to the song w/o feeling something strong about it everytime. So After the show I passed out the promo I got from the Atlantic Street Team, talked to a few people... then went to Mels Drive-In...which is really not a drive-in. haha! After I had a  nice coffee milk shake... Shawna, Angela, Angela's friend and I headed back toward the Warfield to get some Awkward Prom pics with Zac, Hayley, Jeremy, and Josh...PARAMORE!! <3 Sadly, that never happened. They were pretty quick to leave the hell that is the Tenderloin in SF. I would have been the same. I did see Zac...so it made my night...but I didn't get my prom pic with him...=(

Current Location: My dad's room
Current Mood: SICK!!!
Current Music: Man VS Wild
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June 17th, 2007
09:15 pm

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Schooooooooool
I start summer school tomorrow... oh what fun! Joy to the world! NOT! It SUCKS! BUTTTTT I'm going to homeschool for my Senior Year, so I will no longer have to deal with people I don't lke's shit. YAY FOR MOI!!! But yea..thought I'd add that. 

-MadiMayhem

Current Music: 30 Seconds TO Mars- A Modern Myth
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May 1st, 2007
11:44 pm

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birthday...
Hello down there!,

A lot of people make fun of me for having a Live Journal. *shrugs* Who Cares what they think? They don't have to read it, no one does! 


So My Birthday is now in 25 days pretty much. I'm excited! Not because of how old I'm turning...but because of where I'm going. I'm going to hang out with my friends from the MCRmy at Six Flags in Vallejo California! We're going to have fun! And then on a different day I'm going with my school friends. I'm not too excited about that, but I'm sure it'll be fun as well. Two of my kind of friends are going not because of me though. LAME.

Current Location: Computer Room
Current Music: MCR- Disenchanted
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April 8th, 2007
05:40 pm

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Happy Easter Mother Fuckers!

Alright Dear Lovely no good piggies,

Easter...it sucks. I woke up at 1 pm... and then I was bored... That was fun. Screw Easter.


Yesterday I was at my good friend Lauren Gunn's House. Lauren Rocks. To celebrate a certain old man's birthday we played us a nice game of kick ball, along with Liz and her mom(who's really fucking awesome fyi) Ingrid. It was a really nice evening in Vacaville...the ball popped. That was okay though, 'cuz after all that running around having to chase that damned ball, I was SO tired. Running on like 3(?) hours of sleep does that to you. We still had lots of fun and got to play with Lauren's new toy: SingStarPop. Not to brag, but...I pwn'd their asses! *laughs maniacally* I'll get my ass kicked for that one later! Haha!

Well,  next Sunday is Becky's Bon Voyage BBQ. I hope she has a lot of fun in Europe...and brings me back something! JK!

Always and ForNever,

MadiMayhem

PS: I REALLY need to get a fucking car!

Current Location: the computer room
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: brown eyed girl...My dad's playing it in the other room
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March 28th, 2007
07:21 pm

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The Oakland Meet And Greet!

After the show I was very dehydrated and my bloodsugar was very low. I was pretty out of it...didn't stop me though. The other NorCal Soldiers and I headed up some stairs to where we thought the MCR M&G would be located. There was a gaterade tank left and the lady that owned it noticed I was fucked up looking so she cleared the line and let me get something to drink. That lady pretty much saved me life. Anyway...Amber wanted me to take it easy so I drank some gaterade and leaned against a table as we waited. Ten minutes later we found out the Meet And Greet was down stairs. So back onto the stairs we go. 10-20 minutes later and boring talk of the M&G rules the security set up the tables and MCR came out soon after. The boys looked pretty tired...none the less ready to entertain and talk to us. We got into a single-ish filed line and wait. Sydney, Angela, April, and I made the boys shirts(We Are not A Death Cult), and they spent the night putting  coffee cups together as well. I was the one incharge of giving Worm his shirt, so I approached him all smiley, cheery happy. LOL.
MM:Hey Worm, This is For you!*hands worm shirt*
Worm:*Takes shirt, looks at it and laughs* Yeah they are!
MM:...
Worm:*throws shirt on top of Madi*
MM:*shocked with shirt on top of head*...!*pulls shirt off of head* ...!!!
Worm:..I'm just kidding I like it!*takes it from me holding it up to him self*
MM:I cannot believe you just did that!!*turns to others*Can You Believe he Just did that??
Others:*laughing whole time*

So yes...then I talk to the Boys! XD Kay...I cannot remember if Mikey went before or after Ray...lol!

 
Madi: Hi Mikey it's nice to finally meet you.
Mikey:  *pulls out hand*you too
...We shaked hands, lol.
Madi: BTW, Congratulations!
Mikey: thank you!*signs stuff*
Madi:  *waiting to talk to Frank noticing Mikey drawing on table* Haha! Mikey you draw better than Gerard!
Mikey: No Way!*laughing*
Madi:=) *pokes Angela*He said Way*ROTFL*
Angela:  *laughs*
 
Ray:It's nice to meet you!*shakes hand*
Me:You too..but I;ve already met you.* XD *
Ray: Oh..where?
Me:In San Diego December 10th.
Ray:Oh!
Me:Yeah, you and Bob were throwing balls at us* XD * And you knocked down a soldier! LOL!
Ray: Oh right! Last year!
Me: Yeah!
Ray:What's you're name?
Me: Madi
*signs paper*
Me: Haha! Ray you spelt it wrong! That's how I used to spell it!
Ray: OH! I'm sorry! How'd do you spell it?
Me:only one 'd' than an 'i'
Ray:Oh okay.
Madi: *Lmao!*
 
 Frank:Hey:*shakes hand*
Me:Hey it's nice to see you again.
Frankie:You too! How'd you like they show?
Me:The show was fantastic!
Frank:Sweet!
 
I had more side convo with him..ALOT more..LOL! But I have to get off the computer in a sec.
 
ME:Hey Bob it's nice to see you again*hold ouut hand*
Bob:*shakes* You too!How'd you like the show?
Me:It was great!! Even thought I almost fainted because my blood sugar dropped big time.
Bob:That's not good!*staring at me prolly thinking dumb ass*
Me:Yeah...prolly not.*smiley*
 
 Me:Hey Gerard it's great to see you again.*holds out hand*
Gerard:...sorry must do this! XD*limp handshakes* You too!*signs paper*
Me: Here you go!*hands him coffee cup*
Gerard:Oh thank you! It's so cool!
Me:Thanks! Oh and this too! It's from some of the MCRmy Soldiers!*hands book to Gerard kind of not letting it go*
Gerard: Thanks! I always read these!*smiley*
Me Thank you. Walks away.
 
When I talked to Frankie...I asked him for an MCRmy picture..his answer: Of Course, Sure!
 
You all must know...when you want something MCRmy involved: Ask Frankie

Always and Forever and Even After Death,
MadiMayhem

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: I Never Told You What I Do For A Living-My Chemical Romance
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